Friday, February 11, 2011

Patience

Today was the day I thought I would post Selah's picture and introduce her to the world. But, not yet. Our judge did not approve our case today. She did reschedule it for Tuesday, though. She has requested some things that are quite out of the ordinary. But, after a huge cry, I got back up and started working on what we could provide. It meant running around a lot and in a hurry to print, notarize, travel downtown to the Secretary of State Office in Phoenix for an apostille, and then to our friendly UPS to overnight the forms. The US Embassy is also writing a letter on our behalf to verify that the FBI clearance is the highest level of security clearance available in the United States and if we do not have an arrest record on either the local, state, or Federal level, we have not been convicted of any crimes. If only the judge could know that I haven't even had a speeding ticket in longer than I can remember!

So.....now we wait patiently and in prayer for Tuesday. I'm praying it is God's will that our case be approved then. I'm feeling really weary right now... It has been one year and one month since the first time I saw Selah's face and my heart exploded for her. Now it has been five months and one week since I last held her in my arms. So many ups and downs...but a new day has got to come...and I know we just need to hold on just a little bit longer.

I am so thankful for all the love, support, and prayers from so many of you...friends and family. It helps these tough days be much more bearable. We are blessed with wonderful people in our lives and God has revealed that to us a million times over! Thank you!

11 comments:

  1. So frustrating, but at least the new date is only a few days away. Here's hoping all goes well on Tuesday and Selah will be yours then. Can't wait to see her sweet little face!

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  2. How disappointing, but only a few more days. Can't wait so see your little girls face. I will pray today that all will be resolved quickly. You are almost at the finish line with all this 'stuff' to get your daughter.

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  3. I was thinking a lot about you yesterday and praying that everything went well. After reading your blog today, I will continue to pray as Tuesday approaches that you will get approval from the judge and that you will be reunited with your daughter soon.

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  4. I know how disappointed you must be...But, praise the Lord they gave you Tuesday as the next date. This WILL happen, in God's timing. Hang in there...we can't wait to meet her!

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  5. I'm soooooo sorry!:( Praying for you sweet friend! For TUESDAY to be the day!!!:) Been there, I understand!

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  6. This has been some journey for your family Lori. I was also anxiously waiting to read your post that you were on your way to reuniting your family. Hang in there- these bumps have all been part of the hi/low process. I will be sending out my wishes again for Court.

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  7. So sorry! Praying for you and your little girl. Hope you have good news next week.

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  8. We've been praying and hoping to hear good news. At least it's only a few more days but each day can feel like eternity between the 2 trips. I am so sorry- I know that pain of waiting and trust me that it will all be gone in an instant when she's back in your arms. We'll keep praying.

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  9. Lori,

    I am so sorry to hear of another delay. Just be hopeful that Tuesday night Selah will be all yours!!!! I have a good feeling :)

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  10. Heartbreaking! I will be praying that Tuesday the courts grant the approval to bring this angel to her mom and dad!!

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  11. I just want to cry with you! I am sorry to hear that you have another delay. I was listening to something the other day that reminds me of this. The guy was talking about how throughout the Bible God would put people in positions that there was no way something was going to happen unless it was through Him. I felt like that a lot with our adoption, too. It was not in our hands at all. May God be glorified through your process! He must be smiling at your heart right now and how you are just pressing on. We will continue to pray for your family and your daughter. Can't wait to see her picture soon!

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